"Change"

Yes, I am still alive. It may not seem that way, But I am still alive. I hardly ever blog anymore and when I first started this blog I was very passionate about it and also other blogs. I am trying to get into the habbit of blogging and letting out my feelings through this.

Since I last posted, so many things have changed in my life. I am starting to get sick of change. Some people say "Change is for the best" right now, I strongly disagree. When someone says the love between a father and daughter is ...... (Insert cheesy line here) they obviously havent met my own father. One man can be capable of hurting the same girl over and over again and then just not care at all. It's pathetic. And if you havent guessed , that girl is me. Over time it goes to show, the people that you trust the most in your life can be the ones that hurt you the worse.

2010 - The year that I swore to myself would change my life, I swore to myself that I wouldn't get into trouble or recieve the hurt and pain that I did last year. It's the 3rd March, 3 months in and I have already broken about 80% of the promises I made to myself. I promised that I would do better in school: Half true. That I wouldnt Be on Stardoll or APG much: Lied. That I would be nicer person and not get into any fights this year: Massive lie. And last but not least, I would take care of myself and the others around me: Another lie. When you can't trust yourself, who can you trust? Nobody, I would normally say but that's not true. These are the following people, that have changed my life and are basically my sisters: Ellie, Britt, Riley, Amy, Renee and Ocean. We all met in APG, Best descision I ever made by talking to them.

Although, Now I am rambaling I feel a little better. Not alot, But a little.
Tomorrow I WILL post and the next day and the next day ....
But as I said I have promised myself so much and have already broken it, so who knows?