"Change"

Yes, I am still alive. It may not seem that way, But I am still alive. I hardly ever blog anymore and when I first started this blog I was very passionate about it and also other blogs. I am trying to get into the habbit of blogging and letting out my feelings through this.

Since I last posted, so many things have changed in my life. I am starting to get sick of change. Some people say "Change is for the best" right now, I strongly disagree. When someone says the love between a father and daughter is ...... (Insert cheesy line here) they obviously havent met my own father. One man can be capable of hurting the same girl over and over again and then just not care at all. It's pathetic. And if you havent guessed , that girl is me. Over time it goes to show, the people that you trust the most in your life can be the ones that hurt you the worse.

2010 - The year that I swore to myself would change my life, I swore to myself that I wouldn't get into trouble or recieve the hurt and pain that I did last year. It's the 3rd March, 3 months in and I have already broken about 80% of the promises I made to myself. I promised that I would do better in school: Half true. That I wouldnt Be on Stardoll or APG much: Lied. That I would be nicer person and not get into any fights this year: Massive lie. And last but not least, I would take care of myself and the others around me: Another lie. When you can't trust yourself, who can you trust? Nobody, I would normally say but that's not true. These are the following people, that have changed my life and are basically my sisters: Ellie, Britt, Riley, Amy, Renee and Ocean. We all met in APG, Best descision I ever made by talking to them.

Although, Now I am rambaling I feel a little better. Not alot, But a little.
Tomorrow I WILL post and the next day and the next day ....
But as I said I have promised myself so much and have already broken it, so who knows?

Umm ... Kinda Frogot.

Hey Everyone!
I keep on fogetting to post on here. Haha. I guess I have been so consumed by other stuff I have kinda forgotten. Latley I have been thinking about 2009 and how it has been such a horrible year. Since the end of year is approaching very fast, I have deceied to make new year goals - for the first time. I have never done these before because I know that in the past I wouldn`t be able to keep them, or I simply would forget. But since it`s written down, and these goals will mean something. So here are my goals:

1. Spend more time with my friends and family.
2. Make every moment count
3. Have no regrets
4. Get good grades.
5. Be happier.
6. Get a tan.
7. Tell my family how much they mean to me.
8. Write an awesome song!
9. Get another award at school.
10. Do something nice for a stranger
11. Write something for Troy.
12. Discover a hobby.

12 goals, 12 months. I think I can do it!
If anyone has any goals, feel free to post them here!

PiCTURES :D

Howwwddy everyone.
Hmm .. Maybe i am a cowgirl now, Not likley. Sorry I havent posted in a little while, things have been more mental and strange then usual, things never change, Aye? I had the strangest dream a few nights ago, it's rather weird and i hope to the heavens i doesnt. Anyways, i had a dream about me being pregnant, bloody weird consedring i am only 14. But this dream felt sooo real! I was roaming around some hospital screaming "I need him, I Need him" - Who do i need? God knows, i swear my dreams are getting more mental by the second! And the STRANGEST, Most physcic thing is that in the dream i was saying something about the kid being named Adrianne Maree and Guess what I want my 1st girl to be called Adrianne Maree! Haha how strange. see the littlest things amuse me. Maybe i was screaming for my ever-so-hot Mr Bronson Pelletier. Which my friend called him a poof today, Dont worry ladies i set her out straight. Celine if your reading this (Which you probarly arent conserding you dont have SD) What out Jellyfish!

Now, im goingg to show you all a couple pics of MissBrittanyPelletier, HAHA i never get tried of saying that. Commentt pleaaseee.

Yepp, Thats me! I'll add more later when i can be bothered. Haha.

Cyaaaa Peeps.

Briittaanieee.

Sunday 22 November.

Yet another Hot, Boring, Yuck day in Sydney, Australia. With hot winds, I am defintally staying inside you'd think id be at the beach, well think again - Mum isnt taking me. All I can say is, Whoever invented Air-con is a god! At the moment i am sitting in my room on my laptop, wearing my team jacob t-shirt - OKay yes i am just a little obssesed it's not my fault i am having new moon withdrawrels i have only seen it 3 times! - Listening to the city, i have no idea what is going on, but all i can say is that i only like these type of shows when it involves LC. I am also on twitter and stardoll, but nobody intresting is on - well mostly on twitter - . I am seriously so bored I have no idea what to do, Any ideas?

Underneath These City Lights ?!?

Okay, So Maybe your thinking WTF does my blog name mean? Or maybe your smart and figured it out. Who Knows? Anyways.

Basically when I was addicted to Polyvore I came across this graphic and it said "I swear baby I will burn this city down just to show you the lights" A little dark i know, but somehow this graphic or saying, whatever seemed to capture me even though that was like 34256790 days ago (Random number, but most likley close enough) that i seen this i cant still remember it. Anways, today i was thinking of making up a blog and this graphic just popped into my mind. I think of it as a metaphor. Like everyone thinks when a city has heaps of lights on at night, it's beautiful but they never stop to think what is under those lights, Now thats kinda how i feel. I dont have alot of lights and im not a city (haha) but people just tend to look at me and judge me, they dont stop and try and get to know me. So yeahh, thats where the blog name came from.

Welcomee!

Heey Everyone.
Welcome to my new blog, although it looks terrible at the moment hopefully it will get better. Please beaware i am not good at graphics! Thats why the main banner isnt great. Lol. Ohh, i dont think I have told you my name yet. Well it's Mrs Brittany Pelletier- Haha I Wish. Well my name is Brittany, But Hopefully one day I will marry Bronson Pelletier and we will live happly ever after, I know what your thinking "Keep Dreaming Brittany"- Anywho, From this blog expect alot of smart ass like ranting from me, updates and pictures of me and basically this blog will be full of stuff that i love and hate all that crap (:

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Brittaaanieeebabesss.x